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Battleshipping with my heart
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So I guess we can say the past couple of days have been very very interesting. Where to start....Well, lets just have the facts. About two days ago my ex kc emailed me. Being his usual poser self he talked abot western society and our relationship in the same email. Getting it made my breathe......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 14:19:04 |
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Just saying
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I don't want to have sex. I don't even want to cuddle, right now al I feel is the desire to have that one good kiss. I am suppose to go to work in about two hours and all I keep thinkings is how kc keeps hurting me. I just wish there was someone out there who loved me enough to kiss it all away.......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 17:56:12 |
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different part of me
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I am feeling all over the place. I don't know what to say as far as this whole break up thing is concerned. Do I still live him? Yes. Am I angry at how we are? Yes!!!!! I feel lost and just lost. I wish he would be honest. On how he feels and let me be honest with him. If it is to be the end the......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 20:30:26 |
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Forming Closer
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So after almost two months we are talking again. And I guess its a good/bad thing. Nice to know he in some way loves me still and bad b/c it finally cements the fact that we are no longer going to be together. I in a way have to let him go. If not for him, but for my own sanity. I mean the lone......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-05 09:51:01 |
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When will I....
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OK, so I am wondering when I will realize how to say "no I don't like you" in the way people understand,So, here is the deal. I work at two jobs right now and in one of them there is this guy who I guess has a serious crush on me. Nw I have gone as far as saying that I am going to......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-06 16:30:38 |
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shit
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So, I am wondering when this will stop? When I will be happy just being. Its Sat and there is a lot to do. I have two oarties to go to and yet I am feeling really heavy hearted. I just miss him. I wish I didn't. I wish I never dated him. Or at least never had gotten back together when we had.......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-08 16:44:12 |
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last night
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There are many things in my life I regret. Some of them are things I did and some are things I didn't do. Last night, I just added to the list. Both in things I did and things I wish I did. I told Kc to never talk to me again. That I had no desire to "even know he is alive". Yeah,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-10 02:41:53 |
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Rain
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Its about nine in the morning and I really should be trying to get some rest. I have a long week ahead of me. Start work at 2pm at one job and finish my day at 7am at another job. Maybe all this refocusing on things is going to be good for me. Either that or I am going to die from all the sleep I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-11 07:23:24 |
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Nightmare
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Its a very rare thing that I wake up feeling horrible. Well, maybe not horrible, maybe more amazed I am carrying such anger. Tonight I had a dream where I was driving a person (who I think was kc, but I am not sure) to thier home and he was sleeping the whole way. I was refelcting in my dream how......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-14 02:14:16 |
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Interesting
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So, what does is mean when someone say "your smile gets mine"? Is it suppose to be a compliment? I dunno. I don't think I have ever really been good at knowing when people like me. Unless they are very forward about it. I like that. I mean a desire I have always had was to have this......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-15 19:21:12 |
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tired
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