Ok so I decided to move to this new site only because the other place where I posted my blogs sucked.  I could'nt find my way around the site, and everytime I wanted to post something I could'nt find out where or how to post.  Anyways today I was a real big mess.  I realized as a fullt-time college student and part time employee you struggle a lot just to pay bills, rent, and buy little things for yourself here and there. I mean, I am having problems bugeting myself.  I have bills and I don't know how to budget myself.  This was actually one of my new years resolution.  I made a list of some stuff and here are some to get an idea

Drink more water
excercise more ofter
Try to overcome my fears of roller coasters
Budget my money wisely
Stay away from the color pink
Organize myself better

So those are just a few things I would like to change about  myself.  I was browsing through the internet today looking for a part time job on the weekends.  I desperately need more money and it's not really working out for me that good right about now.  I looked for like rinky dinky jobs like waitress, bartender, receptionist.  Whatever is easy to make some quick cash.  I don't know if these are corney but at this point who cares?  What matters anyways? I mean if you needed cash what would you do?  I don't know how long I am going to do this and I don't know if I'll like but, lets pray someone calls me back because I applied for a few jobs.  It's hard being a female who hardly makes money, her family does'nt either, and her dad died and made everything fall on her shoulders....yes my dad died!!...I'm done for now.