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why...? i'd really like to know...it was so out of place in such a perfect moment...one that was redeeming so many others, to be ruined with a kiss...?
that deep and crazy love...took a long healing of over two years...and at last when my life has moved forward...fallen in a different kind of love with someone new...and at the start of beginning to make the choices it takes to start a life together...he comes back...we have always been friends, being that close it's hard to dismiss what you know of one another even if knowing only brings bitterness at times...
after not speaking for months he calls...let's talk...it didn't lead any where...but he's tired of feeling bitter...aren't we all? i told him of my life moving forward...as a wonderful friend would he encouraged supported hugged...yet leaned in for a kiss...why? i didn't even desire it...and i said no...but why would he step in on that moment after everything?
he isn't a sleaze...not the type to use a girl either...he has a young heart...i was his first true love. but...he apologized later...and hoped it didn't seem he was trying to make it more than it was...i don't know...for heaven sakes.
why did you have to ruin a redeeming moment...
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Posted by Mighty on 2008-04-20 04:55:37 | Rating: | Views: 61
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