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So here we go.This girl I have counted on for 2 years now as my support system.She's Bree.We would talk to each other about everything.She would help me make sense of it all you know?But we couldn't really talk in public much.Or hang out.Like if I were to go over and just talk to her in front of all her friends they would give me dirty looks and shit.Anyway...she's helped me through a lot of shit and now...now that everything is really bad...I can feel her fading.I can feel that she doesn't want to talk anymore.She wants me to leave her alone.I can tell by the way she is on the phone and she never returns my email.How she always has to go.She's always talking to someone else when i'm on the phine with her.Her sister or she's texting/myspaceing/etc.It's just really got me down.Cuz I could always count on her to be there and take my side and give me good advice.Now nomore.It's crap.Anyway on to my next subject.My dad lives wit hhis girlfriend.And what I have noticed,also influenced byt my mother's theory,is that it's fake.The whole relationship.They don't give a crap about each other.I'm not so dumb I can't piece it together.My dad has no where to go.She needs the double income.He's the one with the reliable dealer(pot they both do it).Mabe at some point they were in a valid relationship but not anymore.Now it's just the benefits.It doesn't bother me really the thing that does is they say Darren is suppossed to be like a brother to me but they are just pretending themselves.
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Posted by Mienai on 2008-08-04 12:02:36 | Rating: | Views: 46
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it hurts doesnt it. more then anything in the world. when someone so close to you begins to change. and you still need them no more then ever.
be strong. everything that happens is for a reason. what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
and if that girl doesnt want to be around you or talk to you hey its her loss. cuz you sound amazing. your just.....a little lost thats all. all you need is to be loved.
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Posted by SharonNicole08
on 2008-08-04 12:11:24
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