I keep telling myself
You're all I've got
But I never really had you
No one has
No one can see the scars
You've left beneath the suface
The pain and hate
You cause how I feel
What did I do to you
How do I deserve this
You make everyone who I once had
Turn their back on me
If you want to kill me
Please do it physically
Because if you don't I will
There is something my skin that I must get out
It's only a matter of time before I take it out
Please end this
End my bleeding
Are you so hateful
To cut me open and leave me bleeding
Have some compassion and finish what you started
Please Please Please
Stop cutting me
Please
kill me
Before I do
Please
it's what you want
This wound will not heal
This death is slow and painful
End my suffering someone please
I need a way out
Just show me the exit