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Mienai's Blogs in August 2008

Yay!
I got triple digit views!Lol for some reason it makes me feel important.Heh.Well 100 is probably a small number compared to how many view the site.Anyway yay.Everything is going so good today!I'm even happy cuz I had replyed to that mean email Micheal sent me and he replied back and it wuz the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-01 00:43:04 | Rating:

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Piercings and Tattoos.
I'm thinking about getting my lip pierced.But idk yet.I've always wanted to but i'm just not sure.I probably will.When i'm 18 i'm getting 4 tattoos.Mabye 5.I already know what i'm getting.Yes by then maybe I might change my mind yes but i'm pretty sure about at least two I won't change my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-01 12:47:48 | Rating:

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Poem/Song
I put /Song because it has a beat and tune in my head but I can't really show that in typing. Why did you have to leave me So,so broken inside Why did you have to hurt me So vunurable beneath Beneath my smile is the pain Beneath my laughter Is the blood Spilling down mixing......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-02 12:40:20 | Rating:

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Bad morning
Everyting was getting better lately but this morning was just crap.I wok eup and had such little will to live.I spent four hours staring at the celing.I'm better now.But it was just really crappy.I go back to my dad's today.IT will be worse and better.It will be better because Darren will not be......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 15:17:01 | Rating:

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*sigh*
So here we go.This girl I have counted on for 2 years now as my support system.She's Bree.We would talk to each other about everything.She would help me make sense of it all you know?But we couldn't really talk in public much.Or hang out.Like if I were to go over and just talk to her in front of......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 12:02:36 | Rating:

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Trying very hard
To write this without crying.But I think i'm gonna fail. You laugh even though You know what i'm saying is no joke You shush me and ignore the pain But I see your eyes dull with it I know you hide it Deep inside the truth of your feeling But how can you hide it from me I was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 19:33:43 | Rating:

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Poetry is my savior
Right now i'm in that poetic and if I don't write on something I'll write on myself with a blade.Although I do feel a little better.Sooo I figure I'll write some more poetry.Here we go.Another one to Darren btw, I keep telling myself That i'm over you But the cuts Tell me it's not true......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 20:16:53 | Rating:

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Goodbye for now
Gotta be gone until Friday.See you guys till then.I'm gonna be working on poetry until then.Hey don't miss me too much until then.Wink...Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-04 20:29:23 | Rating:

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Updates galore!!!For the whole time I was gone!
Lol I bet you're excited!Hehehe. Monday So I went to my dad's this week.I wrote while I was there.So anyway when I got there it was baad.They kept playing songs on the raadio that reminded me of him.It was like each song had a string attached to my heart.Then I laid down on my bed but my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-09 00:25:49 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 0 | Tags: update poetry week long blood glass

Lies...
So I went to the movies today and saw the boy who was my first kiss.That was all he ever was.One kiss.But...once I told my friend's(the ones who now hate me)about him but I sorta...exagerated.Like I said we were together and it was great and we made-out and all this shit.And I descibed his......Read More