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| Bleeding-Chapter 2 |
Chapter Two
Pounding on my door again.Always pounding.Always.Pound...Pound...Pound...It's never quiet.Why can't you all leave me alone?I silently asked the door.I hardly sleep and you all feel the need to wake me up two hours before school starts.School.Ugh.Dread filled my stomach making me sick.I was glad I wasn't Randy though.He leaves at six.I asked why once and he said to get away from his mother.
"Wake up!"My mother yelled.I pulled the blanket over my head enjoying the sleepy feeling I had.I had had a good dream.It had been about Buck.I shook my head as my heart started to hurt.No.I thought to myself.Don't think about that right now.I pulled out my mp3 player and a book.I read until 15 minutes before school.I rushed pulling together some black jeans and a black longsleeved shirt.I tried to put concealer under my eyes to hide the dark circles but failed.It just made them darker.With five minutes until school I left.My heart was heavy as I walked the block to school.I tried to walk fast so I wouldn't get in trouble for being late but the dread made my feet drag.Someone pushed me from behind.I cried out.
He and his buddies laughed.I hurried faster.
As I walked in I could feel the eyes of every single one of my old friends.They hated me.They wanted me out.They wanted me to leave.Now.I sat down in my seat in the last row next to George.He's a nerd but he's really nice.He brings candy on Fridays and shares with me.He can be annoying but in the end he doesn't question me or ask questions about what people say about me so he's ok in my book.I lay my arm in my lap.My throat tightened as I caught Buck and Jessica sharing a look of disgust.He saw me looking at him and frowned at me.I looked down at my notebook.I choked back tears.I won't make it through today.I thought to myself.I sighed and inwardly I wanderd off to escape it all.I allowed myself to remember that Saturday.That one horrible Saturday.
"Janey!What the hell are you doing?You're going to die!"Jessica shouted up to me.I ignored her.I could feel the wind caressing my face.I leaned forward,took a step,and I heard a scream.
"Janey?"The teacher was next to me."Do you want to go home?"She asked.No one was in the classroom.I must of stayed after the bell.I nodded.She handed me a pass which got me through the office.I stood outside of school wondering where to go.I could go home,bu home is dark and will let my memories encircle me.I decided to go to the park.I laid under a tree reading my book.Mrs.Lopez,my first period teacher,was very kind to me.She knew things and made excuses for me.I put down my book and looked up.I looked up at the branches of the tree I was under.It looked beautiful.The sunlight coming through just a little.The leaves were bright green.I looked up at it's beauty for a while marveling at how a single tree could possess so much wonder.The grass felt like the most comfortable thing i'd ever laid on.I drifted off into a deep dreamless sleep.
Some homeless man woke me up by nudgeing my side with a boot."That's my bed!"He yelled.He was terribly cross-eyed and looked dead.I moved quickly and handed him my lunch money.He smiled a toothless grin at me,"You're a kind girl."I tried to get my face muscles to form a smile but failed.I just nodded.I walked away quietly.It was very dark.
I got to the street I hated most.It was the darkest.I couldn't see anything past my face.My heart started to beat faster.I heard footsteps behind me.I turned around and saw no one.I walked faster.Suddenly a hand grabbed my shoulder.I cried out and whirled around.
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Posted by Mienai on 2008-10-25 12:28:19 | Rating: | Views: 71
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