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Wow what a month.
What a crazy stressful, tearful, happy and lesson filled month.
Finally, I broke up with my boyfriend. I've never felt so relieved. Exams are over, school is out, summer is here. And I learned a VERY valuable lesson. Drinking equals bad news bears.
Saturday night, I drank to the point of almost passing out, it was so bad. I'm only 115 pounds and I drank have a 26er within half an hour. Disgusting, I know. I've never felt so sick in my entire life. I never want to drink ever again. I mean, I'm a teenager, I'm going to experiment, and drink. But not anymore, or at least until I'm close to drinking age. My parents are so mad at me, they don't trust me, and it makes me feel horrible. My grandmother is even mad at me. I hate this, it's not worth it.
So bascially no partying for me. Well there are other ways to have fun. Today I spent the evening at the mall with two of my friends I have not seen in a while, which was very nice. We had a blast.
And guess who I ran into today? The lack of colour boy. Yep, and surprisingly, I didn't get weak at the knees. I think I'm actually over him. But my friend told me I should start talking to him again, because you never know what the future may hold. Now should I? What if I fall again?
I don't think I will. I've learned my lesson not to touch the fire twice. But I would really like to be friends.

So I think I'm going to start another blog, but it won't be a mystery blog. It will be all about my life, the good and the bad, just not so personal. That's what MidnightRose is for. Writing out my deep, dark thoughts I never plan to share with anyone.