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| My rant on beliefs. |
I don't want you to pray for me
Because I really don't need to lean on that
I want to make it on my very own
So there is no need for you to think I need your help.
You may wonder what brought this on.
I went to a bible study to see Patrick. Only to see him. Though, it turned out to be quite interesting.
I found it funny how people pray with eyes closed
I was disgusted at the thought of Jesus being perfect
I refused to be prayed about (I was polite, I pretended to play along and such, though)
I took what I could from it, I understood what they were really trying to say being all the bible thumping babble
Though, when it came down to prayer requests, I felt uncomfortable. I felt like I was the only one in that house that been through a hell of a lot.
One girl asked to pray about her friends. She aksed this because they are not familiar with Jesus and she wants them to find him. They called it a burden, and that just disgusted me. I was disgusted that no one wanted to question anything because some invisible authority had forbid it.
I'd rather live my life in suffering because I was not ignorant and questioned what I needed to rather than live blissfully because I blindly followed.
Though, i've known some christians who do tend to open their eyes and at least look at every aspect. That I can respect. But don't you dare "God this" and "God that" me. I don't want to be a "sheeple".
Leave me be with my non - beliefs. I'm not bothering you with my non - beliefs, so why do that to me ? I mean, i'll tell you all about my beliefs if you ASK. But, I really won't tell you that there will be a mystical pillow of comfort because God loves you. Sometimes there isn't that pillow of relief.
I will ask that you do not comment and bible thump my ass, but I can only expect it. People will do what they will, and I can't stop them. That is, unless I become a zombie and end the human race, which won't be happening any time soon.
So, do your best at leaving your thoughts to yourself.
Goodbye.
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Posted by Michix on 2009-11-07 12:19:32 | Rating: | Views: 78
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