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Yesterday I took a mile walk and i'm kind of sore but i will get over it and i'll heal from it if you ask me and everything. I thought that it would be good for me and get me out of the house and away from the stress that i have going on right now if you know what i mean. I love breathing in the fresh air and it help me out alot and i'm trying to get in shape for hunting season. I'm looking forward to going hunting with my dad and my uncles and cousins and i'm getting so excited about going as well if you know what i'm talking about. I'm just hoping that i can get in to shape and not have to worry about anything else because yesterday it felt so good to be outside and not have to worried about all the stress and drama and shit.
Actually, I have been doing alot of thinking about how troubled my life is right now and i can't seem to think why people always accusing me of things that i never do and it's gets very annoying at times and i'm not sure how to handle it and i'm not going to say how it's always sounds funny to me at times you know. I just feel that i have a right to say what is on my mind as i'm feeling it and i'm not going to fucking put up with all the shit that goes on and i'm not the kind of girl who fucking cares right now if you know what i'm talking about. I have my own ways on dealing with shit and i don't know what people want from me at this point i'm just so aggravated and i'm not ashamed on how i feel about it. But right now i'm just trying to live my own life and be happy for a change because that how i feel about that.
Basically, I feel like i have been betrayed by people that i thought were my friends and now i know they were not and i'm not talking about Kristina she has been there through the Amanda peck thing that went on and i'm not going to stand down from that bitch at all if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm a lover and not a fighter but if i have to get down and dirty then i guess i'll do it if you know what i'm talking about. I just know that if she starts more shit with me then i'm going to have to put her in her own place and hope that she fucking stays there if you know what i'm thinking about. I just feel like things totally go wrong for me in a heart beat and i have to learn how to control my emotions and i'm just hoping that i do have the strength that i do have in my self you know what i mean.
Today, I'm planing on going for other walk and getting all the walking in i can and i'm going to stick with it and just know that i'm trying to look good if you know what i mean. I have lost a few pounds but not alot so i'm hoping that is might work for me if not then i guess i'll have to do from stuff online and read more if you know what i'm talking about. I have created my own personality and i love who i have become a strong and beautiful women inside and outside and i'm not going to let anyone bring me down over that. I have my own reason how i should do things and i'm not going to let people but there nose in to my business all the fucking time and i can tell you who does that and that would be Amanda Peck.
To have the freedom that i do have from her is a fucking blessing from god if you ask me and everything. I'm so fucking tired of her fucking bull shit and i just wish she would fucking stay off line and never come back online because i'm tired of hearing about her dumb life time choices that she fucking makes and i'm not going to fucking care about it because i fucking hate her fucking guts and it's feels to fucking good if you know what i mean. I just know that she only a fucking memory and i'm not sure if i want to remember the memories i had with her because i'm fucking saying it's point less if you ask me and everything. I'm putting all my ex best friends and ex boyfriends to rest because i'm not going to put up with the mentally abused anymore and i'm not going to go through it again.
Well, Everyone I'm going to end this here, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So pace out everyone bye for now
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Posted by Michigan_State_Gurl_25 on 2008-05-22 12:36:05 | Rating: | Views: 38
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