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Right now I'm just watching the nascar allstar race and it's going to be totally fucking awwesome if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm just loving it that i can sit and watch it and i love watching nascar because is great and i'm not sure if anyone likes it but on well me and my friends love it every weekend we are at michigan race track partying and having fun and camping and just not worried about driving home drunk and everything. I'm just totally fucking happy right now and i could not ask for more you know. I'm so glad that i got things off my chest lastnight because i was totally fucking worried about that but i'm just hoping that people understand that i'm not playing anymore.
Well, As you know i put some people to rest last night in my blogs the one people that hurt me in the past and i'm hoping that now that i have put them out of my life and now they won't hurt me anymore and i'm totally looking forward to that and everything. I just don't want to go through that again and i'm totally so over the people that i have said in my blog last night and i'm not going to handle it anymore and i'm not going through the heartach anymore that they have put me through and i'm not sorry for anything. I should not have to be sorry for anything that i'm just trying to move on with my life and i'm not going to fucking worried about it again and they start there shit with me again then i guess they just want there fucking ass kick i guess i'm not sure anymore but i'm done.
I have a happy life right now and that is how it's going to fucking stay. I could not ask for better friends like i do and i'm totally going to have to think them tonight in my journals and my blogs because they mean a lot to me and i'm totally never going to forget the things they have done for me in the past when i was going through all the hard times and i'm not going to have to worry about anything and i'm not sure if anyone cares but i do care about my life and i'm not going to let things hurt me no more i can't do it anymore. I have so much on my mind that this is going to be aother long blog again because i'm not sure how much i'm going to write but i'm going to try my hardest if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm always doing a lot of thinking about things that i want to change about myself and i'm always trying not to do all this changing but it worth it.
I'm been studying for my test all fucking day today and i'm scared that i'm not going to pass it because it's for a job that i really want and i'm not sure but hopefully i'll know more about it tomorrow if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm just totally scared about a lot of things and i'm tired of watching my back everytime that i go somewhere because i'm totally scared that amanda is going to have some one beat my ass and i'm not even sure if she knows how to fight anyone. I mean she can't even fight her own fucking battles it's fucking funny if you ask me and everything and everything. I'm thinking that she a fucking no good son of a bitch and i'm hoping that she does get raped by her own fucking drug ass boyfriend and i'm going to fucking laugh to and everything. I don't fucking care about her fucking dumb ass life and i'm totally fucking glad that bitch get wants coming to her and i'm totally going to fucking laugh more and more.
Tomorrow is church day and i'm looking forward to church because i'm so learning a lot about god and how he does things and i'm also doing my reading and i'm just happy to understand more about him and everything and his my guide and my soul and he helping me and i'm glad to know that i'm going to go through life change and i'm not going to say what is really on my mind because that just fuck up if you ask me and everything. I have also been studying for my drivers test because i'm not liking the fact that before i get the job that i want i have to take other drivers test and everything and i'm totally not having that or feeling that but it's alright through because i'm not worried. So i'm just hoping that i can pass that and i'll be all good and then i can go out and have some fun with my friends and family and then you know just show off i guess you can stay that. I so have my own life and i just don't want things to fucking change a lot but if they do then i'm okay with it because i know who i am and i'm not going to have to worry about it anymore.
I'm not in a bad mood today i'm in a really good mood and i'm just hoping that it says that way you know what i mean and everything. So anyway i'm just hanging out in my room just have this smile on my face because i'm thinking about someone who i have been talking to for a two months now and i'm just hoping that i get other message from him because that would be totally fucking awwesome and i'm just happy to have him in my life and everything if you know what i'm talking about. I have a lot going on but once i get everything all figured out and i'm hoping that will happend soon. I actually have so much to do and i'm not sure how much more of it i can take anymore because i feel like things are totally going the wrong way if you have any ideal what i'm talking about. I can't wait to hang out with my good friends that mean the world to me and everything.
Well, I'm going to end this here for tonight, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So pace out everyone bye for now.
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