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I'm just getting ready to go to my nephew nick hockey game and i'm just going to have some fun if you know what i'm talking about and everthing. Well i totally had a blast at the hockey and i was cheering on nick has he was playing and everything. I'm totally in to this hockey thing and i'm having a ball just going and cheering and just having fun if you know what i'm talking about and everything. So thought i would just share most of my day with you all and everything because i'm totally just thinking about things that are borthing me right now if you know what i'm talking about and everything.
Last night i was doing some thinking about things and i'm trying to understand my life and it's totally fucking hard if you know what i'm talking about. I have to know what i really want in life and how i'm going to do the things that are beautiful to me and i can't seem to think about anything right now because i'm so confused about a lot of things and it's totally fuck up if you ask me and everything. I'm thinking about a lot of things and i just could not hold on anymore and i'm tried of feeling like i'm not worth anything and i can't seem to think anything out if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I just know that life don't come easy and i have a lot of pain that is going on and i just need to know how to handle it and shit and well let me tell you that i don't and everything.
I hoping that i get to hang out with jeremy tomorrow Because i have been thinking about him a lot and we are just friends and we are buddies but i'm hoping there is something more then that you know what i mean because basically we like the samethings and i thought that would be cool and everything and i'm hoping that things do work out and everything because then i would be happy if you know what i'm talking about. I just think he is a very awesome guy and i'm hoping that things do turn out for me and i'm hoping that i will have a chance and if i do then i'm going to fucking take it and everything.
Well, Tomorrow I have other hockey game and it's my nephew aj game and i'm really hoping that tony and jeremy can come and hang out because that would be totally fucking cool and everything and i'm sure you know what i'm talking about and everything. But anyway i have a lot of things to really think about and i'm totally hoping that my cousin tony and jeremy can help me because i'm totally fucking lost in the moment if you know what i'm talking about and i can't seem to get things back to the way there were where i did not have to go through all this pain and now i'm not sure if i can handle anything you know what i mean and i'm totally fucking wondering if i have a life anymore.
Well, Everyone I'm going to in this here for the night, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So pace out everyone bye.
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Posted by Michigan_State_Gurl_25 on 2008-05-06 22:36:11 | Rating: | Views: 32
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