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I Went to church today and i really like what the pastor had to say about praying and stuff like that really make me feel like home if you know what i'm talking about. I'm still have my head cold and it really fucking bugging the shit out of me and i'm tired today and i really don't know why and i just wish that i could shake off this head cold and feel a lot more better if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm so looking forward to a lot of things and i know in my heart that my life is going to be a lot more better for me and everything. I'm sure you know that my life is my own business and i just wish that some of the people would not get in to it and tell me what to do all the time.
Tonight I'm going to out to a bar called big digger to watch my uncle randy band play. I just need to get out of the house and have some fun and just spend so time with my family and friends and just have a good time and stuff like that. I just want to breath in the nice and warm air and i'm hoping that will help me shake this cold out of my body and stuff like that if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I really miss things because i'm always working and i never have the time to go and have the fun when i do have the money and right now i'm just wanting to spend my sunday with my family and everything. The more i think about things the less i want to know about her and stuff. I just want Amanda to stay out of my life and just leave me alone for once in her life.
Well, I'm not going to wast my time on talking about Dumb Bitch from hell named Amanda Peck because to me i just think that bitch needs to leave and never come back and if she wants to leave and don't turn back because no one is going to fucking missed you, You're just a fucking no good son of a bitch who needs to close her fucking legs. I just really don't fucking care for her anymore never have and never will because i'm fucking tired of the lies and the dishonest and i can't handle anymore of her fucking bull shit and things like that because it just fucking tears me apart that i use to be friends with someone who would fucking lie to me all the fucking time and it's kind of fuckin mess up if you ask me. I just don't know what to do anymore and i'm not going to wast my time anymore. I just want to be on my own with my life and not have to worry about it anymore.
Actually, I'm thinking about all my different relationships and i'm just scared that the one i am in now is going to not be the one i really want and i have this all plan out and i'm scared that someone is going to fuckin mess things up for me and i'm totally not going to have that because i think you all have it wrong if you don't know me and shit. Because the more i think about it the more i keep wondering if this is right or not because i have a hard time wondering what my life would be like with out john in it and i hate that fucking feeling and i just want my relationship to work out with him and i love him to death don't get me wrong on that but right now i feel like things are turning out for the best. I totally want to get married and have a family with him because he means the world to me and i would do anything to have that in my life and i would walk through fire for him you know.
Well, Everyone I'm going to end this here, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So pace out everyone bye.
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