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Well, Today It's been a very nice and sunny day and it's very warm out. And i love this weather because i can hang outside and sun tan in the nice weather if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm just waiting for things to change around for me and it's kind of fuck up if you ask me but anyway i can handle my own things. But i'm not like amanda peck who can't handle shit because she always dan to fight it for her and that totally fucking dumb if you ask me and everything. I have a lot of respect for someone who just sits on her fucking ass all day and goes online and wants to date every fucking guy in storm lake what a fucking slut and whore if you ask me and everything.
I have a no contact oder out on Amanda peck and she keeps fucking contacting me and i'm about to call up the cops in iowa and tell them that she is iming me online and shit like that because i'm totally fucking over this shit if youu know what i'm talking about. I can't stand this shit anymore and i totally want her gone and out of my life for good i have given her so many chances to come clean with me and all she fucking does and lie to me and i can't handle all the fucking lies that she telling me and everything. I just wish that she would keep my name and Kristina name out of her mouth for good.
Actually I'm glad that she is out of my life and i'm also gald that i have no contact oder out on her and everything. To be honest i really hope that she does got to jail because then i can fucking laugh my fucking ass off and i hope that she fucking gets raped because then she gets what is coming to her and everything. I'm just totally fucking tired of her fucking bitching at me all the fucking time get a fucking clue slut that i don't care who the fuck you are fucking but just stay out of my personal life and we are totally good. But like i have been saying for a few days now that she is never going to learn that she is going to keep her shit up that her ass is going to get beat and it's not going to be by me it's going to be by someone she don't know and that is that if you know what i mean.
Well, I just got done watching my nephew nick and my other nephew Aj playing play station two and everything. They are my world and i would do anything for them i would even walk on fire for them because they mean to much to me and everything. They are to wonderful and i'm really happy to have them in my life and sometimes i wish that they were still babies but don't tell them i said that and everything. They really make me proud of them at the things that they do and everything. I really love watching them play hockey it's one of my good things and everything.
Actually, I can't wait for dinner because i'm hungry and everything. And after dinner then me and my dad are taking nick to his hockey game in monroe and then we are going to be watching it and cheering him on and everything. I'm hoping that he gets a goal tonight because that would be totally fucking awesome if you know what i'm talking about. I have high hopes for nick and he is my best buddie if you know what i'm talking about. I just can't wait until he grow up and can drink and hang out with me and papa. I think that he is the most important person in my life and everything.
I've been talking to his guy name will and we are getting to know each other and i'm hoping that he has his aim working tonight and everything. He is totally fucking awesome and we are so into each other that i'm actually happy and everything. He brings out my smile and he loves my blue eyes and i'm always smiling if you know what i'm talking about and everything. And i'm hoping that we can get together and be a couple and see where it takes us and everything. And i might get to hang out with Kristina and stuff that would be totally fucking awesome and everything.
I'm not sure on what to do about john. I really think that he is moving so fast and i'm not ready to have a baby right now and get married i still want to go out and hang out with my friends and shit like that. I'm not trying to sound like a bitch or anything like that. Because i totally love him with all of my heart and soul and i just think that he needs to take time and think about things before we plan on doing anything. I'm scared to get married right now because i have this fear that my marriage would not stay alive and everything. I'm totally scared on being a mother but right now i can't tell john that if you know what i'm talking about and everything. Anyway i have a lot going on right now and it's not good if you know what i'm talking about and everything.
Well, I'm not sure on what to believe right now. I just wish that all this fucking playing drama would go away so i can live a normal life if you know what i mean. I just can't believe that amanda is fucking all of us and it's not cool anymore. I just feel like amanda a fucking bitch who needs to stay out of people fucking business and everything. I can't stand amanda hurting my best friend like she did and i'm kind of done playing this fucking game and it's totally fucking going to stop and everything.
My nephew nick scored two goals tonight at his game and i was totally happy for him and everything. I just can't wait a lot of things are going to be totally fucking awesome if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm just so happy for my nephew nick and everything and i really love going to his games and everything. I really do if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I'm just thinking that things are going to be alright with me and my life and i'm so happy about it you know.
Well, Everyone I'm going to end this here, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So pace out bye.
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