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Well, Today has been a busy day for me because i have been doing some cleaning around the house and making it look better if you know what i'm talking about. I don't think that Amanda has ever clean a day in her life and everything what a worthless person that is how i feel about her. I mean she is so fucking annoying and i just can't stand a fake person like her i'm sorry that how i feel and i hate the fact that she tells me what to do all the fucking time get a fucking life if you ask me.
All i have left to do in finish washing my clothes and folding them and putting them away and then i can hang out on messenger for a few hours and then get off and get some sleep if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I just trying to keep my house clean and it looking good if you ask me. I'm trying to keep myself busy when i'm not working because if i don't it gets totally boring if you ask me and everything. I'm just don't know what i'm going to do about things that are bothering me and its kind of getting me all fucking stress out and everything if you know what i'm talking about.
I hate going through all the different changes in life and it's getting me down about things because i really want to make things better for myself but no one has faith in me they all say that i can't do that or i don't have the strength but i know in my heart that i do and it's going to be alright for me if you know what i'm talking about. I just hate that people put me down and they think that it don't bother me well let me tell you that it does and it makes me cry most of the time and it's not easy trying to live my life and everything and i have my own reasons on things you know what i mean.
I just want to get my life back on track so i can go and do things that make me feel better and just let me get out of the house and just spend time with my friends and it's what i'm feeling right now if you know what i'm talking about. I just love talking to my friends online and just knowing that i can count on them to help me out if i ever needed someone to really talk to about my problems. Because right now as i think about I could not trust Amanda peck with anything that is why i never fucking tell her about shit that is going on because mostly she will never understand how much i have changed and how much i just want to be left alone by her and just stay the fuck out of my life if you know what i'm talking about because i'm tried of her saying shit about me.
And if i knew that she ruin my life and made my life miserable then i guess i want to do the same back to her so she can feel how much hurt and pain i feel if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I just want to feel comfortable about things if you know what i'm talking about. I just don't want to hear what people are saying about me it just don't feel like she understands how much pain i am and she just don't understand how much she has hurt me in the past but right now i'm just thinking about all the confessions that i have in the back on my mind if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I just want to her to fucking stay out of my life.
I just don't want to hear her fucking annoying voice anymore. I'm totally happy that she is out of my life and not friends anymore and i want her to stop trying to talk to me when i just don't have anything else to say to her about things if you know what i'm talking about. I'm just tired of all the fucking shit that she says and it goes in one ear and out the other ear because that is how i see it if you know what i'm talking about and everything. I have my own life to live and i don't want to hear what comes out of Amanda peck mouth anymore. Yea i do think her and dan are on drugs and i do hope that there fucking baby gets taken away because then me and Kristina would laugh about it because we want that baby to go to a better family that can take care of it and everything.
Well, I'm just going to end this here, So i'll write more later, So i'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So night all bye.
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