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Right now i'm doing all this thinking about what happen over the weekend that we just had. And i really think it's all fucking bull shit and it's totally not cool with me anymore and i'm not sure if i can even handle all the fucking drama and stress that comes with all this and it's time for me to move on with my life and everything. Things really need to get over and just leave my body and it's not something i really want to remember and shit. I feel like things totally took a wrong turn in life somewhere and it's not something i have any control over anymore.
Why do people have to act fake around me and then think that i can't really see it well i can see it and it's totally bugs the shit out of me and it's inmature if you ask me and everything. I just don't want to feel this away anymore because i'm just trying to find myself again and it's not something i have to hurry up on if you know what i mean. I just don't feel the same about myself and it's not scarying me because of all the change if you know what i mean and everything. I just feel like people are taking advantage of me and it's so over with.
I can't wait to spend the day with my grandma because we are going to the movies and we are going to see fools gold and i'm totally looking forward to it and everything. I really love spending time wtih my friends and family because they really mean the world to me and i would even die for them if i had to because that is how close i am to my family and friends. I just don't like it when people play fucking games with me it's done and over with and why don't you all understand that because i'm just trying you know.
I'm sitting in my room on the computer because i'm totally bored and it's not cool if you ask me. I know that i worry a lot of the time but somethings i have to keep my strength up and sometimes that really hard to do but what can i do i have to hold on and learn how to make the mistakes and then i have to learn from them and it's totally not alright me and everything. I feel so betrayed right now because the more i think about things then sometimes i have to turn to god because he is always there for me you know. When i look at myself i think about all the times that i have felt but right now i have to stop blaming myself for all the fail relationships that i've had in the past and everything.
Well, I'm going to end this here, I'll write more later , So i'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So see you all later bye.
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