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Well, Let me tell you what last night was a awsome and had a blast hanging out with my dad and my dad friends and i also saw my cousin tony which that really made my day and everything and i'm just so happy. Because me and tony took a picture together and it's so cute and sweet and everything if you know what i'm talking about. My cousin tony is a great guy always there to have fun and he is the life of the party and my friend said that night. And i would have to agree with her because he the best in my eyes anyway. He is always looking after me and knows that i'm always having some fun and i was smiling a lot last night.
My aunt lee was funny because me and her took a picture together because it was fun and everything. I just can't wait to see the pictures and stuff like that. I just went out last night because i just wanted to have some fun and get away from all the fucking drama and i'm glad that i went with my best friend aubrey who knows how to have fun and i love hanging out with her she s a crazy girl but i've always known that if you know what i mean. I'm also glad that my other best friend Christina came with us she knows how to have fun to me Aubrey and christina are best friends and we just know how to have fun and that great feeling to know you have really good friends out there who love to have fun and laugh and smile you know.
Anyway i have more things to get off my chest about in mature people and stuff like that. I hate the way people look at me and say mean things about my weight issue and it gets on my nerves and sometimes it makes me cry and it really does hurt my feelings and that is why i never tell anyone about my problems because i'm trying to learn how to deal with my own problems and it's not as easy and i thought it would be because it's a hard thing you have to deal with and i'm tired of dealing with that shit if you know what i mean.
Why do people have to be fake around me they think that i'm not going to treat them the same way. well i guess they don't know me as well as they thought if you know what i mean. I just don't understand how much people can fucking be mean and rude and act all fucking in mature and shit like that. It just fucking pissed me off and shit and its not my fault they all act like that but anyway i guess live goes on. I just don't need to fight with anyone and i guess i'm not going to if you know what i'm talking about because life is crazy once you life it and breath it.
I sometimes can't take the joking around because i know they are all talking about my looks and things that like and most of the time i just go nuts about a lot of things and it's hard to not say what is on my mind so i came up with a better ideal then just letting people get away with calling me names and shit like that if you know what i'm talking about. So i thought i would eat healthy and not let people bring me down over my issue about things because i have more to give and that just my personality and it's not going to change about the way i do things because i love having fun and it's great feeling to have if you know what i mean.
I'm not going to get so annoyed about things. Because i have to trust my feelings and my looks and the things that matter to me because that is how i feel. I'm not gong to get aggravated over things that are point less in my life because that just not me and my friends know how much my looks matter to me and things like that. Last night was great for me because i'm was smiling and having a good time and hanging out with friends that i went to school with and everything. I'm not going to let this all bug me anymore i want to change for myself and not for people to like me because i can care less you know what i mean.
Well i'm going to end this here. But i'll write more tomorrow, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me bye for now.
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Posted by Michigan_State_Gurl_25 on 2008-02-02 23:04:44 | Rating: | Views: 43
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