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You have taken everything from me and yet gifted me life.
You who must not be questioned, have questioned my very existence.
In the depths of my illness, You demand more than I can give, yet I give.
You are the more deserving.Your illness more valid than mine.
How can you compete on this level?
You are sick.
A material mind driven by greed, avarice, you look neither left nor right.
Blinkers on you go for the kill. Another dress, another pair of shoes to not wear.
You who have eyes yet cannot see. Your blind rage fills my world.
You let me see nothing else. You choose the lenses I must wear.
You are sick.
You take my soul and demand more. More love, such as it is.
You who cannot know true love, wrench a reluctant admission.
Yes, I love you. No, I don't. I don't.. I DON'T
I cannot love you and I hate to hate, yet I go there for you.
A smile on your face and a dagger in my back.
You are so sick.
I am sick. My days draw closer and dusk falls.
Yet you scream for more. You have taken it all, can you not see?
No. And you're so scared. You know not what lies beyond.
You fear. The wrath of all those you've abused before.
Those who await.
You know you will live forever.
You have to.
But you're sick.
So sick.
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Posted by Merlyn on 2008-02-04 04:42:13 | Rating: | Views: 102
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This is very very powerful honey x
i hope you are ok xx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-02-04 09:01:13
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Thank you marie, just trying for the umpteenth time to get some stuff off my chest. I've not appraoched it from every angle yet, so I guess there'll be more, until it stops...
I'm okay hun, just a bit low. xxx
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Posted by Merlyn
on 2008-02-04 12:00:36
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Let the words flow, as here, and the negative energy will leave too.
Peace & Hugs. :)
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-05 08:28:10
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Thank you Jim... I feel heaps better today. :-) xx
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Posted by Merlyn
on 2008-02-05 12:38:02
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Wow Merlyn,,I am speechless for what to say.........I felt it deep inside the words you wrote.....My head is spinning..Thank you friend.
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-02-14 07:28:45
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