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Today has been a bit surreal. I'm really struggling to keep a toe on the ground.
It's a bit like that for me, I have days when I really don't feel I belong here, and days when I just about relate to people. It's a good thing my family understand where I'm at with this, or I'd scare them all off!
So, I sit here with grounding crystals under my feet, sucking ice cubes and wondering what it's all about.
Maybe I could fly away... just for a while 
Two friends are coming over for healing sometime, and I'm already getting dialogue and they've not made their appointments yet! I think I'm looking forward to those.
I'm also trying to get my head round the stuff sitting in my computer that really should be sorted for my book. Writing today about my NDE has reminded me that I have work to do and at the same time it's taken me back to that grey day in November 1972 when I thought I'd broken free. I'm glad to have the life I do, I adore my family and wouldn't change it all for the world. And yet.... ..... it's a deep yearning that grows with each loved one who gains their wings. Every time I'm drawn back there. I see, hear, smell, taste and touch on a place so sublime it's beyond imagination.
Colours I can't show you here. They are irridescent, they have a divine scent and taste quite delicious. They can hear and they breathe. When you glance at the 'yourself' that used to be there, wth eyes you don't have any more, you realise that you are the colours, they are your consciousness and all you experience enters and leaves through them.
Oh, listen to me going on!
Hmmm.... Someday, someday.....
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Posted by Merlyn on 2008-01-17 16:27:43 | Rating: | Views: 77
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When you have seen the other side, this side just doesnt hold the same significance anymore, huh?
Good post.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-18 16:02:48
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Your posts are really drawing me in, i love this writing, xx
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Posted by bubblydi
on 2008-01-21 11:52:59
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