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| No Self-Confidence |
I have no self-confidence on being with my boyfriend. I feel like we are two completely opposites... Its hurts to even finally notice this... And I just found out some more things.... Even though we've been together for such a long time, I know he can't open up to me still or not very much... Am I the only one that is trying to open up? I've opened up so much to him, but now I don't know if I should... I feel very useless to him or unimportant really... I don't know... I just have no self-confidence at all... It's just been shattered by learning more things about our relationship... I'm starting to think my problems are a burden to him after our conversation thinking I should maybe keep my sadness to myself now and just try to fix it on my own... I'm not sure what to do exactly... I'm starting to get even more confused and depressed... Am I the only one that is really actually falling deeply in love with him? Is it just one-sided? I am still scared of needing him that much... I know I need him and it scares me... I don't want to need him and if I need him even more in the future that is even worse... I might just fall back in my depression state on isolating myself from everyone...
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Posted by MeiHan on 2009-11-04 01:35:52 | Rating: | Views: 11
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