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Since eighth grade I've had issues with food. Today I am a senior in high school with 5 days left in the school year. And on June first, I will walk across the stage and never have to think about high school again.
I can't go a single day without thinking about what I will be eating or how I will be feeling. Everyday I feel disgusted with how I look. I haven't been truly happy since my freshman year. But now I feel like maybe I can change. Maybe I can start all over and become the person who I feel like I should be. I can change. But I only have three months to do it. I have to go to college knowing that I am confident in my body and that other people don't look at me as being fat. Like how they do now.
Follow me through my ups and downs. This time it's for real. This time I can't go wrong. I need to do this right.
I'll try to post updates every day or every other day. But it's hard when I don't have my own computer. I'm getting a laptop soon. For my graduation present. So it'll be easier then for me to post more often. I'll share with you my stories and let you in on my feelings. And I'll try to put up pictures of me as I go along my journey. I'll need to see them anyway to remind me of what I need to do.
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Posted by McRainSouth99 on 2008-05-18 19:36:18 | Rating: | Views: 64
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i have a similar goal for the summer... i'm sick of being the chubby friend.
good luck! :)
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Posted by hellosunshine
on 2008-05-18 20:57:29
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Good luck to you!! Sounds like you are growing up into a more confident person. Be you, and love it.
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Posted by girlzone
on 2008-05-18 20:57:57
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