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Well I have had a really trying week. So much happened...
Let start off with the dirt...
Apparently M, (the ex), had been cheating on me for a decent portion of out 4 year relationship. Good stuff huh? Better yet...All my friends new... Ok I thought a stipulation of relationships and friendships was honesty. They just didnt know how te tell me. Well I think an anonomous letter could have worked, maybe just come out and say it. or even confronted M to say hey I know what you are doing...you tell her or I will. But NOPE...I got nothing. No one care that he was fucking around and could possibly be catching some horrific disease that could attack my unders at anytime. They just brushed it off. Silly me I am the type of friend that would just come out and say "hey your vagina may be at risk....And the love of you life is no good. Lets go drink"
Oh and M, how the hell could he do this to me. I was getting over this situation I was doing good. Moving on, going on horrific dates, having fun with the girls. Now I just want to go back to bed.
Why do people cheat. I just dont get it. I am a low maintenance, easy going gal. All M's Friends loved me. They said I was the coolest girlfriend ever. Always asked if I had a sister.
Granted I dont cook, may not be the neatest person, but I am clean. I never cared when he wanted a guys night...that just gave me an excuse to either chill, catch up on reading or hang with the girls. I loved to fish with him. I did anything he needed me to do, I was very supportive through his academy. I am a sexual person, I love sex!!! so there were no issues there. I am independant and caring. So what did I friggin do to deserve this. I am not trying to talk myself up or brag but its driving me insane.
I am not loving life right now. I just want to crawl into bed. My heart hurts. How could I just not see this coming
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Posted by Maura77 on 2009-01-21 12:46:12 | Rating: | Views: 45
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