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Oh what a rough day... M will not just let me go. He knows that if he calls I will talk and he will apologize and I will be TOO NICE. Its a flaw i am working on....
A few weeks ago I get this 3 page front/back letter:
Maura, you are the best part of my life
I am sorry I didnt appreciate you more
You deserve so much better.
I made a huge mistake and I am so sorry...from the bottom of my heart
You are the only one for me
bla bla bla.
It was a really nice letter. Very heart felt and made sence. But All these nice words are not going to let me trust his sorry ass again. We have gone out on a few dates and I just cant get past the fact that I can't believe a word that comes out of his mouth. Not worth it...I think
So why cant M just let me get on with my life. Fucking leave me alone!!!!!!!! I am doing ok. I am getting back on track with all the things that I love to do. I have read 2 amazing books, I have cleaned out my closet (i need to downsize if i am moving).
Its going to be a rude awakning when I move...I dont need him to get through life...he for some reason can go a day without calling me....Is this a game?
Guys out there...what is this ass trying to do!?!?!?! He broke it off with me....Now why does he want me back..
I feel bad for him...I feel bad for me Its such a shitty situation.
Ok done venting
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Posted by Maura77 on 2009-01-06 16:27:28 | Rating: | Views: 49
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