Wow... thanks for reading my blog and leaving me comments...
I never really thought anything I write is ever going to be read so the comments made me really happy :)
Things with R and I are better in terms of sex... it's almost like he read my blog! And I guess it's also because I've been trying to get him excited as much as possible without directly going to him and asking for it.
I've been listening to this song over and over today... it's kind of odd because every time I listen to it I cry, yet I have it on repeat and I keep on crying to it over and over... There is a section that translates into something like "I wish I was not a scarecrow... I wish it was not my job to scare the birds I love so much away, specially the really hungry one which can't take its horrified eyes off of me..." and I cry and cry... I'm starting to think I might be getting depressed... but I can't be!! I was dancing in the house... just me when my son was sleep... I was dancing for almost an hour as I was cooking and doing some house work... I'm going through these mood phases I can't explain... maybe I do need professional help :) lol
anyway... R is home right now and I'm feeling very uncomfortable writing this... almost as if I'm committing some sort of crime... So I will come back later... maybe tomorrow and write more.
goodnight!