Its been awhile since i last posted a blog but I have been sick and shit.....
There is alot of things right now that are really pissing me off and I dont know why.....
I keep thinkin about my dad and people in my past that have donr me wrong.....
With having nothing to do but sit in front of a computer all day I tend to think.....ALOT....
I dont mean to do this to myself but when you have anger problems and depression you can't really do anythingabout it and it seems the only thing that helps is to write everything down even if it doesn't make any sense...thats why I am using thoughts....I came here to be myself andnot to be judged and so far things are looking good...but a blog site can't always help you in the real world even though i wish it could all of you that i have talked to on here are friggin awesome........The worst thing is I have givin my self a headache by smoking to many cigs in one hour which reminds me i need to wuit well atleast try...
I can't believe I still linger in the past and I can't stop...I want to be able to look in my future but its so hard when I can't even get over what has happen to me in the past AAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH.....Im starting to feel a little better....
I still feel like that little girl back in florida scared and defenseless I dont know what to do with my life let alone myself at this point
Ok well thanx for reading and leave me some comments
Thanx for reading
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