For the past couple days my mom has really been upset......I kinda understnd why but I dont understand why she can't just take a step back and see what she has right now and be happy about that. My mom is upset about out our money situation we dont really have money and if we do it goes to bills and i dont mean a portion goes to the bills i mean all of our money does.....and yes it is hard but atleast we have a house, food, clothes, and love which is all a family really needs right? Well i guess not you need a happy wife and mother....and if not the whole house is upset.
My mom has been upset before everyone has at some point but the worst part about this time is she keeps taking out her anger on me and my step dad. It makes both of us fel like we shouldn't be here.....well thats how it makes me feel anyway. We would talk to her about it but she gets even more upset when we ask her if she wants to talk. She is a very independent woman and she has always been that way which isn't a problem but she takes it too far sometimes. Dont get me wrong I love my mom but I'm getting to the point to where I dont even wanna be here. Sometimes I wish I could just leave and never come back. But I know I shouldn't run away from my problems. I just dont know what to do anymore and I wish i could make my mom happy. It seems the only time she was happy was on her wedding day and her honeymoon and that was only about a week or so (it has been 2 years since their wedding day)and since then she has been so upset about everything. I hope soon I can figure out a way to make her smile like she used to and not make her so angry at me for something i did or didn't do.
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