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For awhile now I have been asking myself why?
Why am I here?
Why dont I just leave?
Why do so many people depend on me?
Why do I have the need to be so independent?
Why do I fel like a maid in my own home?
Why doesn't anyone see me for me?
I have been asking myself these questions and many more for a long time and I can't seem to find any answers for them. I wish I could just get away for awhile so I can clear my head to see what I'm going to do but I can't I have to be here 24/7 and I can't get any "ME" time. Its so annoying how people just expect me to do all these things for them and when I fuck it up they get so mad. I just dont know what to do anymore. Im losing frinds over this shit . I barely talk to the ones I have now.
I want to get a job so I can start my life but NO I can't because I have to be home to take care of people that take advantage of me. I have come so close to running away so many times but I know thats not what I should do.
I just want time to get my head straight so I can see clearly but I can't .
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Posted by Mariedo on 2008-02-11 19:35:01 | Rating: | Views: 77
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oh my goodness, you are not alone, I know that does not help your situation, but many many stay at home women feel this way, what can we do about it? You need a support system, well, at least you can find that here. stay strong
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Posted by roe
on 2008-02-11 19:37:49
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