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I feel like I am constantly picked on in life especially at my job. I feel like I do my best but I am always told of what I am doing wrong.
Today just must have been one of those days and not to mention I got sick and had to throw up.

I am so broke right now I feel like I cannot even breath! I have burned my bridges so many times in the past that I have no one to help me. I don't have any money till the 10th of July so I am wondering how I am going to eat and pay for gas etc...
I don't understand why things have to be so hard sometimes? I think I am some what of a good person but I feel like I just keep getting pushed further and further down.

Most days I can keep my head up but lately I am finding it harder and harder to think about the good things that I have in my life.

I want to go to school and earn more money but that costs money and I have no idea how to go about doing it. Sometimes when I close my eyes I picture a far away place where the things in life don't matter... I wonder if that is what Heaven is like?
    Posted by Mandizzle on 2008-06-30 20:13:07 | Rating: | Views: 24
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Wow, we must be related, I won't have any money until the 9th of July - at least I can live off of the fat of the land (my over-sized body). Might be a good way for me to lose weight. No heaven isn't like that - there is stuff you have to do in heaven. What you are describing is the womb - such a peaceful place.
Posted by  cconley41  on 2008-07-01 00:02:34 
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