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I want out
I want out of everything
I don’t want to be here
I just want to change
Change everything
My name
My appearance
Everything
I’m sick
I don’t want to deal
Why can’t I just disappear
Be gone with the wind
Out of here
& very little time there
I can’t stand the disappointment
I don’t want to live it
I don’t want to see it
I just don’t.

I feel this needs no explanation. At 8:30 on a Monday morning, I just want this. I want a new life…new location…new people…new me. Forgetting what I am right now – angry, lonely, sad, etc. I so badly want something more, I just fear that I will never find it & I’ll be stuck here in this state of darkness…
    Posted by Mandie142 on 2009-08-03 09:34:36 | Rating: | Views: 93
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You are not alone, Mandie. You will find what your heart wants, be open to possibilities and they will arrive. I have a feeling that they aren't too far away from you now. XX
Posted by  Ellie2008  on 2009-08-03 09:38:25 
  
no. You shall find what you seek. Contentment, happiness, friendship and love. It awaits you Mandie.


powerful words
Posted by  tonyrayhutchison  on 2009-08-03 09:40:06 
  
Darkness will not surround you for long. You're a determined strong woman, and the possibilities are endless! :).
Posted by  brlracincwgrl  on 2009-08-03 10:24:08 
  
Mandie..This too shall pass, and you will find what you need. Hang in there, be strong..hope springs eternal. (((hugs))) P.S. I have felt the same way..so many times. yuck!

peace :) shemelts
Posted by  shemelts  on 2009-08-03 10:29:21 
  
ditto girl, ditto!
Posted by  Katydids_and_daisies  on 2009-08-03 10:49:27 
  
I think we all feel the way you do from time to time..I know I do. I would love to hear more about what makes you sad or upset..its always good to have someone to listen..I would love to listen to what's going on.
Posted by  fay5  on 2009-08-03 10:56:35 
  
Baby girl, come have a pre-midlife crisis with me...it'll be great.
Posted by  ladiegodiva  on 2009-08-03 18:32:02 
  
many times I've felt much the same way
Posted by  Night_Dreamer  on 2009-08-04 15:44:43 
  
I don't know of anyone who hasn't been there from time to time. You have a real knack for capturing feelings and releasing them with words. I wish I had your gift.
Posted by  BootLady  on 2009-08-15 15:25:30 
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