I want out
I want out of everything
I don’t want to be here
I just want to change
Change everything
My name
My appearance
Everything
I’m sick
I don’t want to deal
Why can’t I just disappear
Be gone with the wind
Out of here
& very little time there
I can’t stand the disappointment
I don’t want to live it
I don’t want to see it
I just don’t.
I feel this needs no explanation. At 8:30 on a Monday morning, I just want this. I want a new life…new location…new people…new me. Forgetting what I am right now – angry, lonely, sad, etc. I so badly want something more, I just fear that I will never find it & I’ll be stuck here in this state of darkness…
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