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Right now, I have gone a week without viewing my MySpace. I just haven’t wanted to. I feel that you guys are more friends to me than my “real-life” friends right now. My apparent two best friends have been kinda doggin’ me lately. One I have not spoken to since we went out for her husband’s birthday over a month ago & the other sent me an email last week, that’s it, otherwise I have not spoken to her for over a month either. I understand if they are busy cuz they both are busy gals, however, they seem to find time to hang out with my sister! Last weekend, my sister was actually asked to go out with one of them & was being introduced to a boy. Hello! It really irritates & hurts me that they would much rather hang out with my sister than me. I thought these were the people that I could count on no matter what…it doesn’t seem like that at all.
I actually had a dream last night & the only parts that I remember is throwing up all the time & running through a church. I checked out the dream dictionary and vomiting means “that I need to reject or discard an aspect of your life that is revolting. There are some emotions or concepts that you need to confront and then let go”. I wonder if that is about the deal with my friends or with two of my co-workers who drive me insane on a daily basis.
The church part was a little weird for me because I am not a church body or a real spiritual person. That is a big question mark to me. I really don’t know which religion would hold the answers for me…if any would. So, when checking out the dream dictionary I found this:
“To dream that you are in a church, suggests that you are seeking for some spiritual enlightenment and guidance. You are looking to be uplifted in some way. Perhaps you have made some mistakes in the past which have set you back on your path toward your goals. With proper support, you will get on the right track again. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are questioning and debating your life path and where it is leading. You are reevaluating what you want to do.”
Is my dream telling me that I subconsciously want to be apart of some religion? If so, what one? It’s so weird.
On the work front, I want to do anything to Chatty to shut her up. I even said that I would take over Jim’s work on top of what I do for StickBoss & Rhino, if she would leave tomorrow. I cannot stand her what-so-ever. She was talking about me this morning & I was right at my desk! I wanna punch her in the face SO bad. Breathe, breathe…
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Posted by Mandie142 on 2008-03-27 10:53:54 | Rating: | Views: 158
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I use this way more then myspace.
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Posted by mrsdragonseal
on 2008-03-27 11:00:27
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breathe mandie breathe....in with Jesus...out with Satan!!!!!
lol :)
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Posted by Mamacita925
on 2008-03-27 11:08:54
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I also use this more then myspace... maybe because myspace is blocked here at work and after being on a computer for 9 and a half hours... who really wants to go home to get on the computer to check gayspace? NOT ME!
Your friends will come around... they always seem to. I did all that bitching yesterday then all I had to do was send a text telling them they were bitches and that was that... we talked and squashed all that needed to be dealt with.
<3 Keep your chin up chicky. I have a good website for 'office pranks' that I can send ya so you can take care of Chatty. hahaha
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2008-03-27 12:18:11
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http://gwally.com/pranks/
http://www.entrepreneur.com/humanresources/article1 76430.html
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2008-03-27 12:23:32
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Even though I had friends on Myspace, I only joined myself to start blogging. I noticed that no-one really comments on each other's blogs on Myspace except "friends". The people on Thoughts are so interactive and supportive and I can sincerely say that in the one month I have been a member, I have grown to actually care about some of the people. It's really a special place. I am not telling any of my "real" friends about it - it's my secret :) By the way, I have friends and family in the real world who "abandon" me from time to time as well. They always come back and so will yours. Have faith.
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Posted by Meredith
on 2008-03-27 16:17:07
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Oo! A dream post:P Id say it's not far off from clues posted here by those that seem a bit religious or anti-religious themselves. Exorcism much? It is a clear cut movie sort of moment. A lucid moment of you puking and running through a church. When does anyone run in a church? At a wedding...DING! Wedding, marriage, friend's husband...irk. Or, could you be running from church? And, in the Exorcist, the girl pukes like no tomorrow from possession. I'd say something is possessing you in a bad way and you need to expunge it. Yea, it could be the bad friends...but it seems like something much more life changing. It has been ages since I ever vomited...and never have dreamed it. I usually...well, #1...in dreams. Or I find myself unable to scream under threat. I dont think it has anything to do with JOINING a religion, unless you have been ignoring your own in some big way?
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-03-27 19:41:23
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well seeking a spiritual path/meaning/self, don't mean you have to be or 'pick' a religion, could just be a matter of finding a little inner peace/meaning.
Sorry always bugs me that people insist that spiritual=relgious. I met pleanty of Religious people who are Far far far from being spiritual, just ritualistist drones without an original thought of thier own, just looking to be told what to do.
Of course you could just be pregnant :P
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Posted by Long
on 2008-03-27 21:15:27
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I have actually met your sister and truth be told, I would much rather hang out with you anytime! Ooh, we'll be in town this weekend for my lil' sis' birthday party. Going to a maple syrup making thing at the Wakely House so we can talk to the ppl there about the wedding, we've already reserved it for our day. So if you wanna have pancakes and real syrup-we'll be there at 10:30. PS-leave your sister at home :)
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Posted by ladiegodiva
on 2008-03-27 21:38:33
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Well I am knew to your blog... but I wanted to say that my hair grows when I am severely stressed. I have this massive curly stuck between the nationalities hair...so when things are going not so good it starts to poof and grow. ON the flip side... When I was going through friend break ups about a year ago.. I had similar dreams actually...except I was in an old apartment complex.... And Myspace by my thoughts is the DANG DEVIL... I have deleted my profile like three times.. but I don't miss it.
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Posted by BitterSweetNy
on 2008-03-28 18:10:57
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That's an interesting dream. I don't know what I believe about dreams. I have to say that I have tons of friends on Myspace but I rarely visit. I feel like people on here are more supportive. I check out thoughts every day because I want to know what is going on with people's lives and I go weeks in between checking myspace. This is more of a close knit community. As for the friends, I know the feeling. I've been ditched at times too and usually I just distance myself from people that are not real friends. I'm at the point in my life that I can do without the BS.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-03-28 19:04:37
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