Question: why is that most guys (notice that I didn’t say all) are complete & total dumbasses? Maybe it’s just the ones that I end up with. I don’t know. They play this little game – “Oh, I’m interested…I wanna do this & I wanna do that…now I’m not going to do anything I said that I would”. I realize that the reason I stay single is not to be stuck in this game with some guy. I hate it! Drives me frickin’ insane! Really, all a girl really wants is a little attention, that’s it! Is that really so damn hard?! I don’t think so!

Anywho, I’ll give you a little background on the situation & any advice would be super. So, I’ve been talking with this guy since December 21st. I met him at my sister’s birthday shindig & had two of his buddies all like “Oh, he’s interested in you. You should do this & that, blah, blah, blah”. Okay, so I get the ball rolling. We had planned a date but I had to cancel cuz I got into a small accident & my grandpa passed away that same day. We tried to reschedule but with my busy ass calendar & his weird work schedule, we were unable to do so. Then he does the whole “I’ll call you” thing & do I hear from him? No! Then I find out on Monday that he went down to New Orleans for Mardi Gras. Well, this morning I logged on to MySpace, hit some of my friends sites to see what was going on, answered some messages/comments…well, I decide to hit his site & one of his buddies had left an interesting pic from their trip to Mardi Gras. One that I didn’t really enjoy seeing. I understand that we are not in a relationship or anything like that but one would think that if he is in fact interested in me & all this all crap, that maybe he would try a little harder.

I’m just frustrated & maybe I’m overreacting but guys really do suck! I can’t understand why I can’t find one that is just normal…maybe they don’t reside here in Wisconsin…or maybe I just have a radar that attracts complete & total morons. Which with my track record is totally true. I think out of all the guys I have dated, one was somewhat normal…the rest, not even close. Grrr. I cannot wait for tomorrow night, going out & I’m gonna be enjoying me lots & lots of drinks & have a good ol’ time.

*sigh*

“Why don't we just pretend he didn't die? Just for a bit!”