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I appreciate everyone's comments on my other blog.
I feel like there's something that I need to say.
I re-read it and to someone who just 'came across' the blog and who didn't know me, I'm afraid they would take that I am nothing more than a homewrecker.
That's not the case.
If it was, my choice would be plain and simple.
I wouldn't be blogging right now, I would be on a flight to memphis to break up a marriage.
That's not me.
I'm not a homewrecker.
Like so many of you said, I couldn't live with myself if I was responsible for the collapse of a life, of a marriage.
The truth is I care about him so much all I want for him is to be happy.
Whether it's with me or not.
The point was brought up that he mentioned he had been looking for me.
I keep replaying those words in my head.
If he was looking for me he must still care right?!?
Then I asked him if he ever thought about me...
"Every day since 2001"
All I can do now is just sit back and wait..
I can't help but wonder if it's just the past I'm trying so hard to hold onto
If it's the unresolved issues we have that are clouding my judgement
or if I really honestly still want to be with him.
Both of us have grown since then.
Something only time will tell I guess.
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Posted by Mamacita925 on 2008-07-09 12:25:25 | Rating: | Views: 54
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I didn't think you were a homewrecker! You never know what could happen. Your right, only time will tell so you keep being you and doing the right thing, and maybe your paths will cross under the right circumstances, meaning he is divorced! Hang in there!
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Posted by KarKar
on 2008-07-09 12:48:47
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No need to explain yourself love, just sit back and let life do its thing. We know that you are a wonderful person who has morals and is not on some random home-wrecking spree. And if anyone bashes or judges you-Mandie and I are ready to staple their lips together.
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Posted by ladiegodiva
on 2008-07-10 01:44:03
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You owe us no explination... an to those who just happened by. If they pass judgement before getting to know you we can flog them. We know your a deep and caring person. We know you have a heart the size of the world and a temper as short as an inch worm lol. but we love you jsut the way you are. You do what you feel you have to, and the thing about having friends I mean real friends. Is that even though they may not agree with what your doing and you dont see eye to eye they will still be there for you. Reguardless of how this gets handled you do what you feel you have to, your making the decisions for your life not us.... but we are hear for you!! Put your chin up and smile lil lady...
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Posted by DouglasMB
on 2008-07-10 10:22:18
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Hey M. I don't think anybody thought that. I want to say here that you dealt with it the best way we all know how, and that is to blog it out.
If we feel confused, or have 100 things going on in our heads, or just want to put it down, it doesn't mean we would go ahead with it.
You are a good person, and those who read you know that... oh and now the newbies will too :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-14 05:11:51
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