Thoughts.com Blogs

I'm so flippin tired. Not really sure why except for the fact that Sunday night I wasn't done with my laundry until 1am thanks to my lovely neighbors down stairs. Ass.

Physical Therapy's on my last nerve. The PTA actually said she wasn't sure why I was still coming. I guess just a stipulation. But I'm back to normal activities, actually I have been for awhile. Hell I ran up 2 flights of stairs this weekend. I crawled around on the floor. I'm not sayin it felt great, but it wasn't horrible. I'm over it, I just want to be done with it.

When I got home last night my daughter was in a lovely mood. I mean lovely. She woke up from her nap crying and demanded my mom take her to me. Basically she screwed herself out of going out to dinner. So when we got home she wanted me to cook. Great, I had nothing thawing for dinner cause I was banking on my mom feeding her. So she got alfredo. The option of eat it and like it, or don't eat anything and just go to bed.

She was hot on my tail, following me around, waggoner was following me around, and then here comes nimbles (the ferret) following everyone else. Great. I'm only one person. There's only so much I can do at one time. I had to let the dog out, get dinner started, clean the dishes that were sitting in the sink, clean nimbles' cage, feed Kaylie, wash towels, let the dog back out, chase the ferret down and put him back in his cage, wash more dishes, put kaylie in bed, take the dog back out, dry the towels, fix her lunch, fold the towels, let the dog out yet again, then finally I got to go to bed. Ah....and so goes the life of a sinlge mother. It rocks.

I woke up this morning at around 3 sweating cause Kaylie I guess had decided she was cold she she cranked the heat to about 85. Me getting up signaled to nimbles that it was morning and he too should get up and play. Normally wouldn't have bothered me but seeing as how I was so damn tired already, it worked my nerves. mainly because he likes to get in his litterbox (he hasn't figured out the true use of it yet) and play around with the litter. I listened to him for a minute before deciding to pick him up and put him in his hammock. I only do that cause when it's dark, he can't figure out how to get out of it so he gives up and sleeps.

6am came all to quickly for me, needless to say.

Cathy's out so it's just me today. It isn't all that bad. She's sick, so I'd rather her be at home than here sharing the love with me. Especially since I got written up yesterday for abscenses (sp?). Which is a crock considering they're counting my funeral leave too. I don't think that should be counted...I didn't ask for everyone of my grandparents to die within 4 months of each other...but you know, whatever. Plus I can't help it if my kid's sick. I will however come into work sick as hell. I can't tell you how many times I've worked with a fever of 104 or over, just so I didn't have to call in. Regardless, now I can't call in for 90 days or i'm put on probation. Lovely....I freakin love this place sometimes.

Anyways, that's it for today. I hope everyone has a great day!

"I thought I loved him but he had to break my heart to show me what true love really is"