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Since my leave I have become addicted to shows like cops, most shocking videos, crap like that. It's some-what unhealthy. Seeing as how I was waking up at like 5am everyday on account of the pain meds...there's not really much on. It's all paid-programming, George Lopez marathons, and Cops. Once you've watched one George Lopez marathon, you've seen every show they made, then it's on to cops.

I don't know about you but everytime I watch it, I wonder if this will be the episode with someone I know on it. I keep such good company sometimes!

Anyways, I'm straying from my point (not that I actually have one). So Monday, I think it was, I was laying on the couch watching cops of course when my doorbell rang. Now right away I know it's someone who doesn't come over because no one rings my doorbell. Everyone knocks. I hobble over to the door and look through the peephole and all I can see is a man, with his back kinda turned towards the door and on his jacket it says Police. At which point I start freakin out. I have no reason, there's nothing in my apartment except the meds the doc wrote for me. None-the-less, I spazzed. I hopped around my apartment in a frenzy spraying air freshener and shit....lol still have no clue why. I opened the door and kinda stepped out so he wouldn't walk in. He introduced himself and guess what?!? He was a fucking SALESMAN. Yea, that's right a door-to-door salesman. I asked him why he had a polic jacket on and do you know what this little fucker said to me?!? "It gets the doors open". Oh hell no. Then he was actually offended that I didn't want to order a magazine subscription from him. I'm sorry, you just caused me to have a minor heart attack aint no way in hell Im ordering shit from you...you're not even cute! GRRRRRRR!!!!

My life, I tell you what...shit like this only happens to me.

I make myself laugh sometimes. It's funny how we get into these daily routines without even trying. Every morning when I get to work. I log onto my computer, bring up the programs I need, check my e-mail, log onto thoughts, check out whitters, bullseye, ladilucifer, lg, mandie, douglasmb (not particularly in that order), sometimes blog, then check tmz to find out what's going on in Britney's world (don't judge me...

). And I tend to get very upset when the phone rings and disturbs me routine...very annoying.

I didn't sleep well last night because of my knee. I refuse to take pain meds. Well I don't really refused but I watch myself very carefully on account of my past. It's easy for me to get hooked on things (as you can tell by my cops and god of war issues) I really don't wanna go down that road again. Not in my plans, I've been clean for far to long to back track.

I hope everyone has a great day...lets hope this damn phone quits ringing soon!