She is a survivor and these are her thoughts in a world that is sometimes set against surviving or even thinking.   We all have to survive what has been done.    If we do not, we only make happy those who have wronged us.  This is her mantra..."I am a survivor!"

Yep, I guess I really said that.  lol     My mood changes so often lately.   I thought all this menopause junk was done with and I could start using my creative brain again.   I am usually up by 3:30 a/m to get my hubby off to work, and go to bed about 9-10 p/m.  I know, I have no live!   Such are the breaks when you care enough to tend to other people before yourself.

Hubby is so 'bitchy' lately.  He always does this just before we are getting ready to go on vacation.   Such a negative attitude rubbing against my positive one.   I often think, "Okay go, just go on vacation by yourself and give me some peace".

On the more positive side, the man that raped me when I was a small child ( and for a few years it went on) died a few years ago.  I was not there to see it happen but I did my happy dance anyway, when I heard about it.   I guess he had been ill and passed in a painful manner.  There is a God folks, yes indeed, there IS a God!

I guess as my mood changes or my mind flits from one thing to another, my postings will reflect that.   I have a lot to say and no one to say it to.   Such disbelief in people.  Even ones that claim to love you and want you to take their word about everything as truth, will say uh huh hmmm, etc and go away not believing you.

Anyway, been watching what I eat (I am 5'7" and 140- not bad, huh?), been exercising, doing yard work, housework, and everything hubby doesn't want to do, but it needs doin'.

Well, I think this is all for today.  I am so busy.  Too tired lately. 
 

So I leave you with this thought, "Take time for yourself, no one deserves it more".

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