I was driving the other day and i saw a semi coming towards me in the opposite lane. I suddenly had the urge to speed up and swerve in front of it. Over the past few months I have had this happen many times sometimes six or seven times a day. I am not seeking attention, No one on here knows me so its not like i am seeking comfort. I am seeking advice and help. I am not seeking sympathy. I am seriously looking for help. I am genuinely scared to death i am 19 i don't want to die but theses urges are getting stronger and stronger. I smoke cigarettes, I don't drink any more. I don't do drugs. I can't figure out whats wrong with me. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!!!! This is my cry for help.



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