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Ok so its amazing how many ways one person can feel stupid. For instance I was sitting on the computer forever last night trying to figure out how i posted my last entry... got mad a finally gave up for the evening. tonight i logged on and i say the link first off. man i feel stupid now that the stupid thing kicked my butt last night. Previously i reffered to not being able to trust my husband and the friend thing...I was so mad the other day because i think my husband is "chatting" up other girls again. Here is what makes me mad...this is the fourth time we have had issues. I want to know how many times am i to forgive an act that never went farther then talking or maybe a picture or two traded? Past that point now i think he has brought one girl over to our house. I know this girl has been to our house, i just didn't understand the true reason why she was here. Man again i feel stupid. I know men are dogs yada yada, but we have a kid together what am i supposed to do? how long am i supposed to forgive? how do you keep forgetting? i have now idea. I just know that i am tired of hurting. i also know that i am terrified of trying to go out on my own. thats sad, i'm 23 and afraid of trying to be on my own again. it's not like i don't have a good job, i make good money, so why am i so scared? So here i am again feeling stupid.
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Posted by Luvbugluvsya on 2007-11-26 19:40:51 | Rating: | Views: 85
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You're scared of the unknown..I know I am.
We stay where its comfortable, safe.
We stay for our children.
I wish someone could give me / us the answers.
If I had to do it all over again..........I would leave.
Good luck
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Posted by HarmonyRenae
on 2007-11-26 20:00:29
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i wouldn't mind a few answers my self...*walking on to the boat*...but i am on my own right now with 2 kids and no childsupport in sight...but actually i think about it... and im really doing ok at it...i mean i dont live the life high above the rest but im not drowning to bad either...anyone can do it...my ex got his ex girl prego..i couldn't take anymore i was done...so i left
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Posted by genesis1693
on 2007-11-26 21:35:51
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