I can't really tell anymore if my feelings really mean anything to anyone or rather even to myself. Sometimes it seems to my like I have duel personalities.. part of me wants to be innocent (spend time with family, hang out with friends..) , and other parts of me want to do everything I know is......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-15 23:10:00 |
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lost soul
yupp still here.. goin' through my days like everythings normal and nothings ever gonna change.. which it probably won't. Does anyone know if its possible to escape your own life and just start completely over?.. I don't mean just movin' away n meetin new ppl.. like creating a whole new self. I......Read More
you loved me.. you didn't.. you wouldn't even hold me as I cried. you played me..you hurt me.. quit trying to stay in the back of my mind. we're over now so go on with your life as you would have without me have ever been in it.. i know that's what i'm trying to do... but with you and your new......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-17 12:52:19 |
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let go
at this point.. my life is empty.. yet full to the brim with drama. sometimes i escape myself so far that everything i have done in the past seems even too surreal for me. like it never even happened. and even if it did really happen in my mind.. theres no trace of evidence to make me believe it......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-21 13:32:56 |
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life
As my highschool career is coming to a close sooner than even I can believe... I still have yet to believe if I have learned enough to be out on my own. Yes, my mind is full of useless math, science, and geography terms that I know will soon escape the older I get.. but......Read More