Why is it so hard to say these easy simple words "I love you"??
I need to say this, I want to say this... But I almost feel the words stuck in my throat... and they aren't going to come out.
Why is it so hard to talk about my feelings??
I feel a lot to him, I can write about this... But I can't speak...
He has already made a declaration of love... And it was an unforgetable moment for me.
But he feels hurt that I don't answer...
I love him, that's what I feel. All those butterflies, all that trust and respect, myself melting in his arms, missing him strongly...
If I don't say "i love you", does it mean I don't love???
I've read some advices recently... And they identified two possible problems.
The first is that I can't say this because I am not sure. But when I'm alone I feel myself capable to express everything, to describe my feelings and not to fear anything... Nevertheless when I am next to him, all words are somewhere far away, my head is blank and I don't know what to do.
The second version is that I am afraid of being misunderstood, of trusting someone, of choosing the wrong moment... Or the lack of self-confidence, inability to love yourself, therefore him. But where has this fear come from?? I haven't noticed it.
Oh, why is it so damn hard?????
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