Posted by
Aruba412
on 2008-01-16 15:13:31 |
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| i TRUELY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR GOING THRU, TAKE A LOOK AT MY BLOG CANCERPATIENT/DIVORCE AND YOU'LL UNDERSTAND MY SYMPATHY FOR YOU, DEPRESSION IS A TOTAL DEFEAT OF ALL THE STRENGH WITH IN ME. i HAVE TRIED UMPTEEN MEDS NOTHING WORKS, THEY SAY HEALING MUST COME FROM WITHIN, KNOW THAT gOD LOVES YOU AND HE LISTENS JUST TALK LIKE YOU WOULD A FRIEND AND MAYBE SOME LIGHT WILL SHINE UPON YOU. dEBBIE |
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Posted by
Losai
on 2008-01-16 18:23:55 |
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To have no purpose. To not matter to anyone. I am always at war... if not with others than with myself. A long time ago one of the most painful things I ever had to do was accept the fact that I did not matter, that I was a burden, and ultimately unnecessary.
In all the world there is no one who needs me. I am unnecessary. When there is no one who sees you or recognizes you then it is as if you do not exist. To merely exist.... that is when despair can strike one the easiest... how unfortunate.
While I appreciate the sentiment could you ever truly understand someone as utterly worthless as I am? They say I have promise, talent, natural skill... yet they can't see that to acquire such things I needed to destroy myself first. Yet as I said... in my first blog (powerless) it will not matter who I excel beyond or surpass... I shall forever be powerless.
I'm not religious. I cannot just stand idley by and believe in such a God... nor any for that matter. As I said... I appreciate the sentiment... I truly do. Though you do not know me... this act is a testament to a compassion towards humanity. I remain unnecessary. |
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Posted by
Nicki
on 2008-01-17 08:49:18 |
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| you are NOT pathetic. Here is a good motto: Don't worry, be happy!:) |
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Posted by
Jasmine16
on 2008-01-17 13:06:39 |
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| I know what its like to have Depreression. It sucks. I wrote a blog about Depression and Anxiety. You should read it. |
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Posted by
Losai
on 2008-01-17 21:22:24 |
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Tell me Nicki... what makes you so positive I am not pathetic? I appreciate how you all are trying to help but you don't have to bother with someone like me...
Still... thank you all... |
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