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Tried to be perfect...
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I've been loving Pieces by Sum 41 lately as it seems to reflect my current mindset. All my life I have tried to be perfect and in the end it just wasn't worth it. Why? Because it isn't me... and I hate that but it is how it is. I'm so tired of changing for others, however, if I don't then so many...
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Posted by:
Losai on 2008-02-17 18:05:54
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TMS
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Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation.... or TMS as it is better known. This a process which employ magnets to non-invasively stimulate the brain. Furthermore it has developed to the point that it could specifically target motor areas of the brain to make as fine of a motor response as the moving of...
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Posted by:
Losai on 2008-01-16 19:54:07
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Depression
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I feel its grip on me again. I just... can't take it. I'm too weak... again. In the end I'm meaningless... but I want to be useful. Ugh... what a pathetic existence I am. Nevermind me... it's not worth the trouble. The more I think about it... the less it matters in the end.
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Posted by:
Losai on 2008-01-15 21:22:20
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Powerless
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That's what we are really. What a pathetic and miserable species... and perhaps the most annoying thing is that it is in part our own fault. Why do we trick ourselves into believing we really matter at all? It doesn't matter how powerful I become or who I excel beyond... I will never have the...
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Posted by:
Losai on 2008-01-15 17:12:58
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