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I am what I am. Weak and insignificant. Loyal yet ineffective and useless. I am always thinking... that is all I can do.
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Tell me Nicki... what makes you so positive I am not pathetic? I appreciate how you all are trying to help but you don't have to bother with someone like me...
Still... thank you all... (posted in
Depression)
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To have no purpose. To not matter to anyone. I am always at war... if not with others than with myself. A long time ago one of the most painful things I ever had to do was accept the fact that I did not matter, that I was a burden, and ultimately unnecessary.
In all the world there is no one who needs me. I am unnecessary. When there is no one who sees you or recognizes you then it is as if you do not exist. To merely exist.... that is when despair can strike one the easiest... how unfortunate.
While I appreciate the sentiment could you ever truly understand someone as utterly worthless as I am? They say I have promise, talent, natural skill... yet they can't see that to acquire such things I needed to destroy myself first. Yet as I said... in my first blog (powerless) it will not matter who I excel beyond or surpass... I shall forever be powerless.
I'm not religious. I cannot just stand idley by and believe in such a God... nor any for that matter. As I said... I appreciate the sentiment... I truly do. Though you do not know me... this act is a testament to a compassion towards humanity. I remain unnecessary. (posted in
Depression)
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