Seriuosly I want OUT!

Working in same place as Her is getting too damn hard, every moment I spend near Her I want a lifetime more.
I feel like I'm going Nuckin' Futs. Not to mention the job itself is getting to me.

Every time I see Her it's like there is less of Her, slowly fading. I used to do Rune readings, (I stopped years back for a few differant reasons that I have changed my mind about since) was talking to Her about it, She asked if I'd do one for Her, so dug out my old Runes (took a week to find them, they're amethyst with stirling silver symbols) and did a reading for Her. Guess what Her question was "What do I need to get back my Self Worth" I knew it was a good reading as the first rune was one the represents Worth/Value of a person. i wont get into details but basically said Her loss of worth is due to something she had recently and knowingly gone into 'both feet forward' that She knows She shouldn't have.

**FlashBack** Said to me when He asked Her on thier first Date "I can't afford a relationship now, I need to sort myself out first otherwise things will just go bad" **End FlashBack**

Willing to bet that choice is Him, she has been constantly ill since she started seeing Him, and gets more derpessed every day. 'Emotional Vampire' She was doing really well before they started dating. Also in the reading that any plan she currently has to do with that 'thing' will only make things worse.. "I'm not sure what it's about" She said. Hrmmm.

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The above was written during my morning break but didn't get it finished.
Anyway She comes over to say Hi (I hate that everything feels good when ever She's so close) and asks how I am, "Yeah I feel fine, but I've snapped at a few customers this morning for no real reason" so She laughs (I love it when she laughs) and says "I didn't know we were quite that connected. It's 'that' time at the moment"

GREAT!!!!! JUST BRILLIANT!! Like I really Need That!! FFS.
But at least the Women reading this will get a chuckle, and understand the pissy mood I'm in LOL.

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Anyway back to original topic, kinda.

He moved in with Her a couple weeks back, for those that are counting that means He moved into Her place after only 4.5 weeks of knowing Her, you see they had Never even talked until 2 days before thier 1st date. Sooo He's living there for all of 3 days when He decides to quit work because he'd like 3-4 months off, now that He's go it easy with almost no rent as the house is shared with 4 others apart from Her, so pays next to nothing for rent. So all he does now is smoke weed and play computer games all day. She's totally not a gamer, but unfortunately does have an 'addictive personality' and has had issues in the past with 'substances' so of course She has joined the joint parade with Him.

If She's near I'm going to want to be there.  She (like me) after this job is not much of a phone communicator, if I get away from this job I will most likely never hear from Her again.

I had already thought earier in ther year about doing a TESOL (Teaching English to Speakers of Other Languages) course, I was thinking about waiting till early next year to do it and head off to like China or Vietnam for a while. Maybe I'll bring those plans forward, not just leave this Job, but get the Truck right away from everything.