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So spent nearly 5 hrs in the botanical gardens with Her for easter (yesterday) afernoon, gave pleanty of oppertunities for Her to bring up the subject, but it was all just a friendly, well good close friend-ly, and occasionly deep, chat. Just lying under a huge fig tree, blue sky, sun glittering through the gaps in the leaves, cool breeze, birds singing, just a  frustratingly beautiful afternoon. I could have happily closed my eyes and not woken up again I think, well at least untill She started talking about Him, but He makes her smile and happy and that more important to me then anything I want for myself.

Still it was the best/nicest afternoon I have had in a very long time, possibly years.  She even took me to her favorite place to eat and bought Her favourite pizza for me to try (it was a pretty awesome too), I mean C'Mon! thats just not fair.

She was talking bout moving out from where she is and seemed to be dropping hints to see if I would move in with her as I had been talking about moving myself. And OMG I want too, but I doubt my sanity could deal with it, not right now anyway, but it would not be for 4-5mnth away, so who knows, anything can change in that time.

Also keep having the oddest dreams lately, last night i dreamt my heart was a strawberry, She plucked it out and tossed into a tub of yogurt She was eating.. LOL weird imagery but at least straight forward I suppose.
    Posted by Long on 2008-03-23 18:50:03 | Rating: | Views: 74
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yes...very weird imagery indeed...
Its good that you're getting to enjoy her company...I know how hard it is not being able to tell the one you like that you like him/her...
The world is just amazingly unfair...
Oh and now you've made me want strawberries and yoghurt... :)
Posted by  angelwings  on 2008-03-24 06:03:05 
  
Yes, the world is quite unfair, but could you imagine what it would be like if it was "Truely Fair" and we Only got what we deserved?

Pretty scarey thought really.

But you are right I should be happy that I can still enjoy Her company, that does mean alot.
Posted by  Long  on 2008-03-24 15:26:55 
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