Ok.. so basically life sucks..... Once things start to go good they mess up... You know what.. Im not even gonna say that.. things actually werent all that good.. But I was happy.. or should I say content for the time being.. I was tryin to have a better, different out look on things and it was really working for me!! The I get this crap... A really dear friend of mine.. Tim passed away lastnight.. and It really has me down.. This is crazy.. He was wayyyy to young to go!! He was only just turning 21.. so0o unnessesary!! I dont know what to do with my self.. Its almost 5:00 in the morning and I still can't sleep, eat or think.. what am I suppose to do.. Im running on nothing right now.. and alls I can do is see his face in my head over and over and over again!! Ahh Im really goln nuts.. well I have to stop writing about this for now.. Im driving myself up the wall at the moment!! HELPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!