It's hard to really tell eveyone how I really feel about love anymore.

A lot of thing's have happened to make me believe that this so called, 'burst of feeling' that prevale's and grow's is even real..

All good thing's come from it, compasion, wisdom, strength, the feeling of comfort...

...but when someone's in love with someone who really doens't love them back?
Then what?

Agony;(leads to) stress;(lead's to) tear's;(lead too) anahilation of your heart leaving a dark, uncovered, fulled of hatred, hole.

These also apply to your love, stop loving you.

I guess it's just how we work....slow..incompatible
with anything, or anyone.


OFF SUBJECT:
I am the analyzer.
Everything I see, I break down.
Everything I see, I memorize,
Everything I see, I catagorize by color, shape, size.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep I seem to get.
Only because I think......deeply, in a calm... secluded place filled with my material possesion's, and my energy I send to the room.

Lighting is most best when it come's to thought.
Differen't type's of watt's can create a mood.

Candal light, not a lot... just one in a dark room on the floor in the middle of the room;
THIS IS....
Where I stand.
THIS IS....
Where I find my nirvana
THIS IS....
Where I'm the all mighty creationist.

ON SUBJECT:
The past five months of my life I have been with a lovely, and most beautiful girl, Sidney.
The past five months I have loved her with my whole heart.
The past five months I have been torn apart a million and one time's.


You seem to get a little sad when the person who love's you, forget's to love you back.

It's simple text, everyone's heart doesn't belong to just one.

....Then why does mine?

....I'm just a simple person, love will be my....




...............'dissolution'


When you find a person that want's to start a family, and want's to spend the rest of their life with you, that is rare and astonishing.
But what if they hurt you over, and over and over and over..?

.....*look's down*.....