Stop lieing to the lost inportant person, yourself.
Please get help for your secret, you know that is what you need and want
take the step

I saw your comment on another blog and you were asking for help. I thnk you know what you need to do to get help...Tell someone. Is that your baby in the photo? What about that child? What you're doing has only one ending...death. The damage you're doing to your body is on going every minute of every day as long as you continue to do this. You're right that you need help, but you need a lot more than comments on a blog site, you need a professional. If not for you than for your child if the baby in the photo is your baby.

I've been reading alot of these same types of blogs over the last few days and all I really see are people bragging about not eating, vomiting, how much weight they lost, basically proud of the fact that they are starving themselves to death!! I won't pretend to understand but you must get the help you need right now.

I also don't know what some of the tags mean and I see one of them on almost every blog of this type. What does pro ana mean?

IM THE SAME WAY HONEY....ITS AN EVERYDAY BATTLE....BUT YOU CAN DO IT!!! YOU CAN BEAT THIS....


XOX SAMANTHA XOX

Im in the exact same situation :( i so know where you coming from, if you ever need to talk, im always here (: xx

Thanks! Yes, I am getting help from the pros, but sometimes it's just not enough. It is a battle I have to do mostly by myself, and I know this. It's just so hard to shut up the bad side. And I know I can beat it if I really tried, but I've only ever really tried months ago, and it ended up aweful. I felt fat and useless, and I knew I wasn't. I only gained four pounds or so, but I still felt that way. And ever since then I've just felt chicken about regaining my weight, and I keep falling backwards.

I know it's gotta stop. I'm just causing myself and everyone more harm. I lie, lie, and lie all the time to get away with things, and soon I am going to be punished. I can feel it coming. I'll try to do what's best for me, and if all else fails, into a treatment center I go. And I REALLY don't want that to happen.

Oh, that's actually my niece in the pic. But I would love to be her mother anytime. Her name is Trinity.