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So this is my first blog on here, if you hadn't noticed my title of this very blog, so this is kinda new to me. I'm not sure if anyone will be reading it, but I'm writing this in hopes that someone will read this and that maybe I can make some difference in someone's life, or bring some perspective, I really don't know. Maybe I won't help anyone with THIS blog, lol but maybe with a future blog. Or maybe I will bring some perspective to myself, who knows. I'm not very interesting, my life was a total mess until about 18 months ago when my son was born. There are still dramas with the father, well, sperm donor really, he's a dead beat, he has no idea where we are, but I don't care. He'd rather go out and see a band than spend time with his son, but I don't want him around my child anyway. I really don't know why I'm writing all this, I guess I just need to get it out. Anyway, I used to be a stripper, I did that for 2 yrs and had to quit when I was around 4 or so months pregnant, cuz no one likes a pregnant stripper lol.
I have been single for 2 yrs and a month almost. I just recently had a thing going on with an old flame, a guy I met in a club i worked in. He lives in sydney and I live, well, not in sydney, lol and anyway, he started talking to me on facebook, he gave me his number, said he just wanted to talk and whatever, so I messaged him. He told me he'd call me but I had some free time so later on I called him, he answered and asked who i was, when i told him he hung up. He then messaged me a few days later and said it was cuz of his fiancee and that she has trust issues and blahblahblah, and said that he'd talk to me but she wasn't to know. He explained that she is a single mother, and that he met her thru a guy that was in his band, and after he dumped her she went after my friend (the guy) and he basically called her a groupie (he also thinks his band is good). Anyway, so he was telling me about all their problems, whatever, he sounded like he was trapped, this kid wasn't his, she's a psycho (he said that) and he's only 21, she's 19. Anyway, he started sending inappropriate messages and whatnot, he obviously had no problem with cyber cheating on this chick, so I thought "why not?" I mean, I didn't know this chick. Anyway, he's sending me picture messages of his dick, talking dirty to me, telling me he loves me. So i send him a message on myspace saying we should stop what we were doing cuz I didn't feel right about it. So the next morning at 5am he called cuz he did most mornings, I just didn't answer them cuz it was 5am, and obviously he hadn't gotten the message, so I left him a comment on his myspace saying that he needs to leave me alone and that if his gf knew what was going on she'd dump him for sure, cuz any girl with self respect would do so. Well, obviously she has no self respect, and he went and told her I was lying, and he was sending me messages telling me that he wasn't sending the messages or calling!!! I was like WTF? How wasn't it him! He was talking to me about things that only he and I would know! And he's calling me insane and stuff, and she's messaging me on myspace, telling me to leave them alone and get out of their lives, even tho i wasn't in their lives till he brought me in! I so feel like just going down there and beating him!
Anyway, I'm just so pissed off, I mean, I was kinda in the wrong, but he was totally in the wrong, and she's in the wrong for calling me names, telling me i have no morals as I was a stripper and she keeps using the word "whom" when that shouldn't be the word used, she's so stupid, but what annoys me most is that we could have been friends if the circumstances had been different. I just don't think she likes the fact that I told her he told me I was his "one that got away" cuz I'm pretty dure he may have mentioned something about it to her as well, as he had told her about me before we got back in contact.
I'm just sick of guys' shit, I've been dealing with it since my father fucked off on my sisters, mum and I when I was a kid. Had to get that off my chest. If anyone read it, thanx.
Till next time
Lithia Jae x x x
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Posted by LithiaJae on 2009-03-09 07:47:55 | Rating: | Views: 35
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