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Lisa dos santos
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1987-08-20 |
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I am just-about in my 20's - (although i feel as though i am going on 40) - I would like to think of myself as an authentic and down to earth person, sensitive at times bcos im a very passionate person, i tend to judge myself harshly without realising it but try to be 100% truthful/honest/genuine to myself and the world and be conscious of the person i am becoming - i can see anyones side of the story, im into art and love sculpting when im in a patient mood....when i love, i love with all my heart and im loyal to a fault....my aim in life is trying to lead a life of fulfillment and self-achievement, to touch lives and also try to get my head around the idea that i actually can get everything i wish for |
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thanks for the advice, nice to know that im not the only one with sibling problems, i guess that people do change and i cant cling to what she used to be or what i perceived her to be - and you are right i have been giving her too much amo, way too much power. i have decided now to just keep things light between us. its just that its hard for me to accept bcos me and her were so close, we both got on very well and would chat and laugh non-stop when we were at get-togethers and functions. i think she might be a bit dissaproving of the race of my partner or something. i think its causing the wedge and i just dont want to believe its true before. but hay we cant change ppl? and i guess its my own future family that i need to be worrying about right now. (posted in
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im embarressed about what i said yesterday - im in a better place now that i can understand what i was going thru, i think its because im an "HSP" - highly sensitive person, i was starting to get addicted to these really unhealthy patterns of checking out the "tips" on pro-anorexic sites, i read their stories/blogs and how they confided in one another, i dont want to be anorexic dont get me wrong - im not starving myself or anything - but im getting sucked into their world and their lives and their ordeals - ive actually begun to feel miserable about myself, i obsess about what i eat and how much i weight every 5 minutes (literally) - almost as if nothing is more important to me anymore - i wanted that control that they have - and i feel like i went from being empathetic to letting myself slip away. i have done it before when i was given a book on "Profiling serial killers" for weeks i would watch my back - look and observe everyone that passed me - i felt the victims "pain" as such, my main problem is that i take on other peoples feelings and emotions - it might sound crazy but its true, if someone is having a bad day next to me and are complaining about it - i feel what they are going through and end up feeling agitated myself. through life i have been trying to block myself off others, i get exhausted in crowded areas becos i take on everyones crap - people are very negative in general and i feel their "negative energies" on a higher level than most and it ends up draining me, for a second there i almost lost me - but am on the road to self-recovery now.............. excuse the "moment" i was having (posted in
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if you ask me any potential relationship btween you two is damaged goods from the start - crappy stuff has happend already in the past and it might seem like a great idea to get back together now, but its only bcos you are not together that you want to be together, sort of like a taboo thing? shake it off and remember that there are tons of other guys with hardly any hang-ups that you have to deal with and someone you can start a-fresh with, ultimately its your gut that should make your decision (posted in
I NEED ADVICE! if you read this please give me som)
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