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Working on 2 hours of sleep

And oooooooh (drooling) it would have felt so good to sleep in, it's raining out, rainy days make the best cocoa drinking-pajama wearing-comedy central watching days lol but I went out last night, after work. I got off after working 12 hours then went to the club because it was a friends birthday. Only thing I regret though is that I'm always excited about going out because I dont go out that much but then I just end up feeling fat. I dont even feel like getting into the whole weight trip thing, I just cant stick to my workout routine and shit I like the way food taste, isnt that why it's made the way it is...so we enjoy eating it? If all food tasted like broccoli we wouldnt have a problem now would we? lol Hmmm, glad I have a little sense of humor right now...I have about 10 freakin more hours to go and I dont even know where they'll put me the last 4hours.

I never got to meet with any of the people that answered my friends ad. Schedule has changed and then a couple times I got my days off confused and then I really wasnt too thrilled about meeting that one "industry" girl. I don't talk to L any more. I think he is very selfish. I'm tired of offering myself 100% for people to lean on and talk to and then they give me shit. I remembered I called him once because I was lost but he didnt answer his phone and the next day he sends me a sarcastic message...something like "we dont email anymore". I wanted to say I was lost you jackass, but I left the last part out. And then just the way we met, was kinda under false pretenses...dont know if I spelled that right, dont feel like looking it up. I think I need something sugary.

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I'm actually in a pretty decent mood to be so tired. I'm looking forward to getting off though. 6 more hours to go. I'm hungry and I dont want the lunch I brung although I did eat the plum. 0

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Oh my gosh, less than an hour and a half to go and I am soooo sleepy. I hope I make it home safely. Ohh its gonna feel so good to crawl into my comfy bed and hug all six of my pillows lol. And I don't have to be to work till 3 tomorrow, how wonderful is that! lol...Man, cant believe I'm getting this excited of an empty bed.